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John Green Does it Again!

I know the beginning is about the Superbowl, but about halfway through, he starts talking about Twilight...and I'm not really sure why.


Title: Conclusions
Author: Breakingthec0de
Pairing: whoever your little heart desires
Rating: pg?
Disclaimer: This did happen, and i do own this. But you can't sue, Because i don't mention any names. haha
Summary: Just my mind being weird at 3 in the morning, ummm, it doesn't mention any names, it was acctually intended for myself, and my own little dilemma, but, i read it over, and it sounded kinda like a semi-worth while fic, so i said to myself..."what the hell?"
PS-Not beta-ed....sory if somethings spelled wrong, or whatever, i read over it like, 17 times...

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APRIL 26TH 2006

April 26, 2006-Day of Silence
Please understand my reasons for not speaking today. I am participating in the Day of Silence, a national youth movement protesting the silence faced by lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender people and their allies. My deliberate silence echoes that silence, which is caused by harassment, prejudice, and discrimination. I believe that ending the silence is the first step toward fighting these injustices. Think about the voices you are not hearing today.
What are you going to do to end the silence?

Title: Life Or Whatever
Author: Breakingthec0de
Pairing: Cone and Deryck
Rating: pg13
Disclaimer: Don’t own, didn’t happen, all just a sick creation of my twisted mind.
Summary: Cone has family problames, so he moves, and me meets deryck, summaries are dumb, just read the beautiful story.


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Title: Life
Author: Breakingthec0de (sum41willcome4u)
Pairing: Cone/Deryck
Rating: ...eventually r, or NC 17
Disclaimer: dont own, didnt hapen, maybe some other time...
Summary: cone has family problems, he mves, and meets deryck...blah blah blah...just read it

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...well, i thought i was getting this fic beta-ed...can someone volunteer to read my story???


i need to post it, and find out if its good enough to keep going!!!!!




hello, im gettin a C/D chap fic beta-ed as we speak!!!

Title:Something You Can't Have
Author:Sami (sum41willcome4u, breakingthec0de)
Rating:duh, maybe PG-13...its mostly fluff
Pairing:Cone and Deryck...duh.
Disclaimer: dont own, never happened, damn that sucks!
Dedication:i dedicate this to screamerdreamer...cuz she(you are a girl rigt??...lol) helped me figure this all out!
Summary: eh, all fluff, nuthing too intimate...Cones so sweet at the beginning... its in Cone's POV

...i just realized how stupid this story is...well, if you dont like it, throw things at me...

the italisized part is cone thinking and leading up to the present(does that make sence?)


Has there ever been a time in your life when you wanted something that you knew you could never have?

I have, well really, i mean i'm the one asking you this question.


We were on the tour bus again. I mean, i love touring, and playing shows...but i could do without the bus. Some days, everyone just gets on my nerves. Like today. Steve, once again, was completly drunk, and probly high too, he was running all around the bus like a madman.
Dave, has yet to put down his guitar, he plays it ALL the time, I know he's a dedicated rocker, but UGH! it gets so annoying. He'll play the same thing over, and over, and over, then he would mess up, and he would start all over again. AAAHHH!! It drives me up the wall!

Really, only me and Deryck are the only calm ones. Deryck will sit on the couch looking out the window, or lay in his bunk just listening to music, or writing songs. He never got on my nerves. NEVER.

Sometimes i would help him with his songs. But usually I just let him sing them to me.

They were great songs. Some made me want to cry my eyes out, and others made me want to jump up and down a scream like a psycho fan. Deryck is definatly a powerful writer.

I was laying in my bunk with the curtain open which (perfectly)was across from Deryck's who's curtain was also open. He was listening to music. I was just sitting there staring at his perfect body, and beautiful face...God, im such a girl. Then Deryck spoke to me.

"Hey, Jay?" I knew it was something important, he only used my real name whaen he had something serious to say(which wasnt often...)

"Yeah, Der?" I asked, still slightly dazed.

He pulled his headphones off his ears, and left them hanging around his neck. I stared into his chocolatey brown eyes, i felt an erection coming on, shit, not good.

"Have you ever had a time when you wanted something sooooooooo bad, but knew you couldnt have it?" Deryck asked.

"Deryck, you have no idea..." I said almost laughing

He didn't catch my comment.

"Cuz, I kinda...well...I...nevermind" Deryck trailed off, staring at a beer stain on the carpet. Biting his lower lip.

"What...really, Der, what do you wanna say?" I asked soothingly.

"Nnn...Nothing." He stammered, trying to wipe the worried look off his face. "Nothing, i was just thinking out loud." He said trying to reassure himself.

The whole time thoughts ran through my head like the flipping plague. Did he like me? Did he not like me? God, i want him. Does he want me? I was so confused.

Finally my heart broke through the thoughts and just said 'Kiss him, just do it, your'e almost positive he likes you, and if not, just make up an excuse, but just kiss him!'

Then my thoughts cut in 'But if you kiss him, and he doesnt like you like that...it could screw up the whole band!!!'

Before I knew what I was doing, my lips were on his. He held back at first, but soon he was kissing me back full force. It took me a moment for me to realize this, then I pulled away for a moment.

"God, Deryck, I've waited for this moment forever." I said breathlessly.

"you're not the only one." he said pulling off his headphones, a smile appeared at the corners of his mouth.

I felt a smile form on my mouth too, and before i knew what i was doing, I pushed him back onto his bed. He looked slightly confused.

"Wha...what are you doing Jay?"

I answered his question by pulling off his shirt, and crashing my lips into his. He responded by yanking off my shirt and shoving his hands into my spikey black hair. I started grinding our hips toghther,He moaned into my lips. I could feel his hard on through his pants, and i could tell he could feel mine. Not wanting to break the hold i had on his lips, i started running my hand down to the top of his pants. Slowly I started unbuttoning his Dickies. I felt one of his hands leave my hair, and and fall onto the hand that was now unzippering his jeans.

"Not today" he said breaking the hold our lips had. And zippered, and buttoned his pants back up. "Sorry" he finished "I'm not ready..."

"Oh, thats ok, don't worry, It's fine, I just got carried away." I said sullenly.

"Don't worry about it." He smiled.

Once again, our lips smashed together. Both of his hands locked into my hair, and my hands were linked under his arms, and were slowly creeping up his neck into his scruffy black hair. We must have been like that for a half an hour, when I heard footsteps coming toward us. Then I realized we had never closed the curtain on his bunk. Fuck. I reached over across the hallway, and slid the curtain on my bunk closed to make it look like I was sleeping. Then I shut Deryck's curtain quick, and laid down on the other side of him. We were both breating heavily. I held my breath as I saw Steve's silliohette wander past the bunk. I heard the bathroom door open and close. Good, I kissed Deryck on the forehead and whispered "Love you, Der" in his ear,I opened the curtain and jumped out. As I was closing the curtain again. I heard Deryck's faint voice whisper "Love you too Jay."

I smiled and jumped into my bead. Wondering why we kept this from eachother for so long, and how i lasted as long as I had without kissing that beautiful face of his.

I'm glad that i wanted something that I thought i couldn't have.

howdy all

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